I've got my memories always inside of me but I can't go back, back to how it was.

Hello my blog followers! It's been a while!
So the first week of school was...alright. Remember how excited I was for school to start? What was I thinking?! Not that it's not still good, I just put wayy too much hope in something again even though I said I wasn't going to. Another reason why I should learn to expect the very least from everything. My classes aren't bad, just stressful. I absolutely love how they decide to dump every piece of homework they can find on you the first week. It's lovely.
I started thinking about how different boys and girls think yesterday. I decided that girls are catty, jealous people and boys couldn't care less. Honestly, I try not to be that way but I can't help it sometimes. Especially when people stab you in the back...yeah...
I thought Dylan's last blog entry, about the letter thing, was genius. I loved the whole concept and the ironic thing was Elaine, with no prior knowledge of Dylan's blog, told me to do the same thing. She didn't say to blog it though haha. I think it's a really good idea but I have numerous people who I would love to write to, I just need to figure out which one. Heck, it might even be more than one letter. Or maybe I should just try to not let people get to me. Maybe my blog followers wouldn't be interested in reading a letter of aggression or self pity. Hmmm I don't know.
Anyway, so last weekend was really....awesome to say the least lol. I really hope I get asked to Homecoming. It's my last one! We got a new cheer coach, she's pretty cool and I like how she's not letting us walk all over her. We need someone like that. We also started working on competition stunts today! Sooo excited! :D
Other than that I've just been trying to stay focused. "Live from moment to moment" is what I tell myself every day. I'm trying my hardest not to let things get to me and I hope I'm doing well. Baby steps.
-Bridgett.